Would you rather be a regular citizen in a utopian society or a supreme leader in a distopian society?

I would prefer to be a regular citizen in a utopian society because I don’t want to be a supreme leader and I don’t want to live in a utopian society where I see people suffer. Even if it is not a utopian society, I would still prefer to be a regular citizen. I feel like this is enough and that’s all I want. Although I enjoy being a leader in some cases, such as clubs, I don’t want to be a leader for a country. I’m not into politics and trying to make everyone happy. I can’t deal with all the drama between countries and internal disruptions. If I become a supreme leader I would probably turn a utopian society into a dystopian society.